still alive, i think.

I have been battling my deathbed for the last week or two. that's why we seem so silent. first i coughed so much i tore up my ribs so bad i couldn't move much, then i got needlessly ill from my painkiller, and then i got ANOTHER ailment which made me unable to move well, then i got needlessly ill this morning so much that i could not work and laid on the couch all day because our bedroom doesn't have a ceiling. arrrrrghh!!!

also cannot wait for a day when i don't get headaches.