I can't sleep at night. It's terrible because I'm actually exhausted, and far too tired to get up and do anything but I just lay there, awake. As Garrett slumbers on peacefully. And then I have strange dreams and wake up often. I think my body is not going to let me sleep normally right now, I have to sleep in small shifts. Maybe this is a transition for me, since that's probably what life will be like with Baby. Yesterday we cleaned the house so that it won't be a mess when Jack comes, and by "we" I mean Garrett. I actually napped on the couch and watched Take Home Chef. And made him wait on me hand and foot. We keep meaning to go get pumpkins to carve, but honestly I don't think that's going to happen. I'm okay with that though...I've reached that stage where I want to put minimal effort into everything. Except for sleep, I'd love to be able to put more into that.
It's hard for me to imagine what it's actually going to be like to have a baby. I can't wrap my brain around the idea. I keep pondering it.
My plans for today consist of: showering, getting coffee (decaf, of course), going to the grocery store and taking a nap. I actually haven't made a firm decision on whether or not I'll shower, yet.
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